& Truth Shall Cage You Completly

what is truth? does it always BEST to say it or to hear it? in my case i always feared it....may be i wanted to stay in wonderland, where anything u believe is true and u dont want to come back from there.

but whats reality then? isnt it the truth? i always though myself as a realistic person. so why do i contradict myself with reality & the truth? its like DR. Jekyll & Mr. Hyde....i dont know where i am where i stand. for me, i always feared the truth. it jsut cages me to a corner. & with my nature in the corner i dont come out fighting. i go broke.

but why fantasy? ALICE IN WONDERLAND is not my favorite book....hell i didnt even read it. didnt like WIZARD OF OZ either. so where did it come from? is it something we all desire?