Spin The Wheel

Its funny how life is so full of ups and downs that you can't see the world for its spinning in front of you. I swear all i want is for it to stop spinning and for life to make sense instead. You say emotions are hard to deal with and the truth is that they are but only because they are full of up and down. but at what point do emotions even make sense to us all? Relationships are hard but I wouldn't give it up because it has defined a portion of myself that to the beginning of this could be defined as a blank slate. It's funny how we subconciously know each others every thought in between in that space of unconciousness that only exists for the strongly bonded.Its just when you are together and then the next day apart everyhing feels empty somehow like grasping for shadows that aren't there any longer.

The worst part is going to sleep only to find that when you wake up you are alone. Some days I don't know what to think. Some days I wish i did.

Sights and sounds bring me back down from love again. I was here. I was here. Whipping the reflective day and morning view. I will make it all better as we go along.